About 4 years ago I went through a pretty tough time in my life, coming out of such a horrible, 2 year toxic relationship. I was in such a state after being so unfairly broken up with a few weeks before Christmas. I couldn't face to go to work, I didn't want to go out, I just didn't want to do anything other than sit in my room. I was a sad blubbering mess. Sounds attractive doesn't it?! Anyway enough of that negativity! After some time I managed to get through my emotional b